Shade of love

I know what I be to you
But I do keep you close.
That smile as cold as snow
Does melt my soul.
I do not mend to care
Of what you look like
You be  Snow white
Or the Ugly duckling.
You still are phenomenal.
But, why is it that
I do not fall for you
While many are in queue.
I glare at you, eye to eye
Yet I am rigid to fall for You.
Or has my definition of you
Changed by the  words of others?
Should I change to be someone
Whom I am not to fall for You.
But, sadly, I am giving you up.
As I am looking up for someone
Who equals my strength of wisdom.